Shredded Will
I'm torn between all the work that HAS to be done YESTERDAY, the life-sucking boredom of typing, and the fact that I should be at home anyway.
...One of those days that I know any normal person feeling this crappy would call in sick, but I'm sick too often for that. I save calling in for days I feel so bad I don't care if I get fired from work or even fired on by an exucution squad. Today I feel like my belly is about to supernova, and I haven't even been bad. I haven't eaten wheat, soy, or sugar. I had less than a half of a cup of coffee yesterday. I suffered my headache without excedrin and my allergies without allergy pills. I ate salad and veggies, etc... etc....
Sometimes, when I see coworkers or strangers eating taco bell and feeling fine, I'm just ashamed to know my stupid digestive system is so wimpy and dysfunctional.
I wasted a bit of time I shouldn't today, since boring work isn't enough to get my mind off of pain. I feel like such a wimp on days that I let it get the best of me. I really have no right to whine. Since they hacked the toxic half of my thyroid out last year, I've been much, much healthier. I am greatful for that. I just wish I could be my old super-worker self and hack through this pile of files and feel like the super-girl who saved the day. Instead, I'm counting the hours till I can go lay down.
Wimp.
Well, I've been taking better care of my tummy. I need to start excersizing more, too. I'm stubborn and strong and with that should be able to more than compensate for a wimpy tummy.
Just keep the idiots out of my way. They drag me down. Every now and then some imbicile who can't conceive of the obvious fact that results FOLLOW a cause, not visa versa, will tell me it's my own fault and that eating health food is why I get sick. Yes, that's it. My stomach is so psychic it foretold that I would someday eat healthy and it developed allergies and such while I was in my McDonald's-binging youth in response to the health food I would someday start eating regularly. Yeah, that makes sense.
The stupidity of humanity amazes me every day, but they need someone to blame. The idea of chance frightens them.
...One of those days that I know any normal person feeling this crappy would call in sick, but I'm sick too often for that. I save calling in for days I feel so bad I don't care if I get fired from work or even fired on by an exucution squad. Today I feel like my belly is about to supernova, and I haven't even been bad. I haven't eaten wheat, soy, or sugar. I had less than a half of a cup of coffee yesterday. I suffered my headache without excedrin and my allergies without allergy pills. I ate salad and veggies, etc... etc....
Sometimes, when I see coworkers or strangers eating taco bell and feeling fine, I'm just ashamed to know my stupid digestive system is so wimpy and dysfunctional.
I wasted a bit of time I shouldn't today, since boring work isn't enough to get my mind off of pain. I feel like such a wimp on days that I let it get the best of me. I really have no right to whine. Since they hacked the toxic half of my thyroid out last year, I've been much, much healthier. I am greatful for that. I just wish I could be my old super-worker self and hack through this pile of files and feel like the super-girl who saved the day. Instead, I'm counting the hours till I can go lay down.
Wimp.
Well, I've been taking better care of my tummy. I need to start excersizing more, too. I'm stubborn and strong and with that should be able to more than compensate for a wimpy tummy.
Just keep the idiots out of my way. They drag me down. Every now and then some imbicile who can't conceive of the obvious fact that results FOLLOW a cause, not visa versa, will tell me it's my own fault and that eating health food is why I get sick. Yes, that's it. My stomach is so psychic it foretold that I would someday eat healthy and it developed allergies and such while I was in my McDonald's-binging youth in response to the health food I would someday start eating regularly. Yeah, that makes sense.
The stupidity of humanity amazes me every day, but they need someone to blame. The idea of chance frightens them.
posted by TwistedNoggin at 6:57 PM
2 Comments:
Re: Humanity --> Never underestimate the predictability of stupidity.
I know what you mean, I'm working late again because I'm so far behind, and I'm reading your blog instead. Go figure. And, shhh, I won't tell anyone you wasted time, if you don't tell on me. And sorry your hurting :-{
I really like this site! Ciao Twisted. I'm going to slink back into The Grey (work). /fade.
Hang in there! You are my hero!
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